another weird poem thing.

i know you may never understand,
all thses things that i had  longed  to say

i used to smile when ever i heard your name
people used to say that  i was living in a haze

i used to blush whenever i heard my name
in same the sentance  as yours(regardless of the topic)

i now  know i was not myself , and
that  i was dreaming half the time
 
but i hope i become me soon
i would rather not be like this

i dont like to be hurt
no one does, and i know i will be

and that is sad but

 that is the truth. isnt it?

dedicated to mr keshav skywalker.( i am no poet,regardless of you are not.) and by the way thats your misconception cause you totally suck.you are no poet. HA!
and dont live with the impression that i am still crazy fro you, i am not.
i am so over you.
and the only reason i decided to post this is cause as jumbo reminded me yesterday, you are not the only guy in the world
and i should be over you,
whats the point of waiting
when you know, its never gonna end.

and you are just an arrogant little
pompous ass.and you dont deserve me.
yeah, thats the truth.
and if you dont think so
 you can go and puke for all i care.