well, first of all the eagle is doing fine.and secondly i am leaving to thrissur for a while,
and i wont be here.there i have to speak compulsory malayalam , otherwise they will
brand me a jada ( showoff).they will , trust me.
anyway, i am sure i am gonna be dead bored there, cause i have two twin cousins there, both 18 in another month, but they behave so immaturely, really! one treats mr like he is 10 yrs older than me, and the other one like he is 10 yrs younger,i dont know which is  worse.

anyway, i think i better go to the library today, and pick up somethin to read, otherwise i am gonna be dead bored there. ** SIGH**.
but see i dont wanna meet anyone, i just dont.
i went to the school and picked up the marksheet, and it was raining, and since i had to be  all * FORMAL* i was wearing a  white churidar, and well, the pyjamas were white and i thoroughly dirtied it, it is all brown now. i was planning to wear it tmrw, now i will have think of something to wear.
i know, this isnt a great post, but oh god!! i am so very bored!
my dad just came back shopping, with a bathroom mug, scrubber, soap dish and other bits o stuff.lol.
i wish i had gone with him , i really have *nothin* to do. nothing to even think of, makes me get mad actaully.all that fiasco before  the exams could have been timed for now! when i am free to feel depressed about it!
ok, i am quite pissed.the funny thing is, i just told someone that i ama *HAPPY* person.
well, i am usually, but the problem is, the moment i say that, the chances of me getting bored marginally increases.
and there is another curious thing abt me, when i get mad, i resort to writng in quite
the high language, and i am wondering if thats what i am doing now. writing in high language that is! hmm….no. not really, i am not that mad.i am merely bored.

and this song i am putting is a song which i like, but i just saw the video. and dont  think i am the fan of the video i am not, and i dont even know if this is the real video, and i tried to look for  a , howsay more decent? video.there was one, but the feel of the song had changed completely.
and you dont have to watch it, you can if you want to, but i didnt ask you to. but listen if you can.i would put the mp3, if i can, but i cant, so i am very dependent on the you tube.and i am not  a love song kinda person, but this is great! its like wailing kind,
but still, i do like it a bit more than needed. maybe i am a closet romantic ! lol.
 
the lyrics,

Crash……
Would you like me to forget myself
and lose myself
in youPush……
Just one push will do
Then I’m overboard
Drowning in youI hear a whisper slowly &
Soon our lips will be near
In between the day and night
I step into the blue twilight
Catch me, darling catch meHold me back
I think I’m falling
Over you,
What did you do?Help me now
I’m losing me….into you
What did you do?
What did you do?Walk, I walk a line that leads to you
Waiting….anticipating
Desire has no safety
To lead you on the road
Going crazy

I hear a whisper slowly &
Soon our lips will be near

Hold me back
I think I’m falling
Over you, what did you do?

Help me now
I’m losing me into you
What did you do?
What did you do?

I hear you whisper darling…..darling

In between the day and night
I step into the blue twilight
Catch me, darling catch me

Hold me back
I think I’m falling
Over you, what did you do?

Help me now
I’m losing me…. Into you

What did you do?
What did you do?
What did you do? I think I’m falling
What did you do?
What did you do? I think I’m falling

Help me now
I’m losing me…. Into you
What did you do?
What did you do?
the video….crash push – robi draco rosa.