i dont know why, always always, my heart breaks.
its not so bad off as with luke,i was faintly intrested in this guy,
and he likes my freind in all probablity.sounds so old, and tried and tested.
and i,i go do the same thing.i mean,. this girl has a boy friend.
but still, and another boy is behind her.
but still.
i know he knows that she loves her bf very much,but still.
sometimes i wonder if he does this merely to spite me.
but then, why????
why should he.
i get so jealous when i see him looking at her, i run away.
but what can i do??
i go ‘DUMB” when i talk to him.
i blbber crap.
and when he came to introduce himself to me, that too was unexpected,
cause i had seen him during the interviews and was praying to god that
he would be in, and he was in, and he came and met the 2nd day.
i was sooooooooooo happy.
he walked me home back. and i was sooooooooo happy.
probably i bored him silly.
but he was like, you know her,she is in your class? and i was like, yeah,
i sitr next to her.he was like, oh!!!
they had studied together,probably has a crush on her for ages.
who knows.
so me the bitch wanted to hate her, so that i wouldnt feel bad about it.
but she is really nice.
and pretty.
i stand no chance.
i mean, he is probabaly crazy about her.
i know i shouldnt care a f**k abt it, and i have decided i wont.
so i am simply not going to.
